I have never been the kind of girl who wants flowers and chocolates and cards and expensive dinners for Valentines Day. I have always found it to be a ridiculous holiday.
If you love someone you tell them. Every. Single. Day.
That’s how I live my life. I bombard Luke with love every day because he deserves to know that I love him every moment of every day. Not just one day a year. I lucked out that Luke feels the same way as me.
This Valentines Day though feels different. It’s not that I want gifts and all the hallmark glory of the holiday, it’s that while everyone else is celebrating their love, my love is getting chemo. I wish more than anything I could be there with him. Loving someone means being there for each other through thick and thin, the good and the bad, happy and sad, all of the ups and downs that life throws.
I miss him ❤️