Leaving Luke has never been easy. I miss him even when he goes to he bathroom. When you find the person who completes you and makes you feel whole, all you want to do is be with that person.
I am happiest when I am with Luke.
The past four and a half weeks have been hard but also rewarding. I love every second I get to spend with Luke even if this isn’t the best reason for a visit.
It’s hard for me to leave now because I know there is going to be a lot of hard times ahead for Luke and I want to be there to support him, help him, and to keep him smiling. He has always done the same for me. I often struggle with my mental health and Luke has been my rock and my biggest supporter. He lifts me up when I don’t feel like I can do it on my own and even now he worries about me and wants me to be happy despite everything he is going through. I know we are going to be apart for a little while but the next time we see each other we get forever.
It’s been a long time coming. After four and a half years of long distance we will finally get to be together without a deadline to say goodbye. We have a rough couple of months coming up, but we will keep looking ahead to the future.
Luke, I love you so much. I know I tell you a thousand and one times a day, but you really are everything to me.