My heart is heavy. Today would have been our third wedding anniversary. Being Luke’s wife was one of my biggest accomplishments in life. I will forever cherish all of the memories we made together.

I have been very good at remaining composed since my diagnosis and since losing Luke. That doesn’t mean I don’t feel things. I feel things very deeply, but I keep those emotions for myself. That is who I am.

There’s only one person who I felt I could always share my true feelings with, and that was Luke. He was my person through everything. I don’t know how many couples could go through all of the challenges we faced during our relationship and come out stronger on the other side. We took those struggles and used them to build our life on. We were best friends and I truly believe he was the love of my life.

Today on what would have been our three year anniversary I am trying to remember all of the happy memories of our relationship through the years. I love to reminisce, look at old pictures, hear stories, and look back at our life together. Remembering him keeps him alive.

I’m having trouble finding the right words for this post so I’m going to leave it at that. I love you Luke, with my whole body, and I always will. Everything I do, I do for you.

Love, LB