There Are No Words

It has been a while since I have written a blog post. To be honest, I’m not even sure if I’ll finish this one. I’ve had writers block these last two months and with my parents and Luke’s family here I really just wanted to be present while I had them around.

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The Hardest Two Weeks of my Life

I honestly don’t know how to start this blog post. There are no words that can describe the loss of Luke and the emptiness I feel without him.

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2 years of Marriage

Yesterday was Luke and my two year wedding anniversary. It was not at all how I imagined spending our day together, but I think it was truly a representation of our relationship and love for each other.

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Home is Where my Heart is

I’m HOME! I’m home I’m home I’m home!

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An Unexpected Day

Today did not go quite as planned. Doesn’t mean it was all bad though.

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Here We Go Again

It feels like only a day has passed since Luke was first diagnosed and yet it also feels like it was a million years ago. We have been fighting this battle for so long and it feels neverending.

Well, here we go again.

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1 Year Down, a Lifetime to Go

I can’t believe that Luke and I have been married for a year! I love this man with my whole heart and will continue to love him for the rest of my life.

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Long Distance PTSD

I’m not going to lie, I have a little bit of PTSD from having been in a long distance relationship for so long. When I flew home for a week in December I started to tear up in the airport because I already missed Luke so much. Not just in the normal sense of missing another person, but I had this empty pit in my stomach that made me feel ill and like I was breaking into a million pieces. The only thing that would make me feel better and whole was being in Luke’s arms. Continue reading “Long Distance PTSD”

Getting Back to Normal-ish

I apologize for not posting any updates in the new year, but Luke and I have been keeping busy! Continue reading “Getting Back to Normal-ish”

2018 – The Year of Ups and Downs

This year has been filled with so many emotions. I can’t even believe all the things that happened in the last 365 days. So here is a summary:

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