My heart is heavy. Today would have been our third wedding anniversary. Being Luke’s wife was one of my biggest accomplishments in life. I will forever cherish all of the memories we made together.Continue reading “Three Year Anniversary”
I honestly don’t know how to start this blog post. There are no words that can describe the loss of Luke and the emptiness I feel without him.Continue reading “The Hardest Two Weeks of my Life”
I haven’t posted today’s update yet because it’s a chemo day and I figured I’d wait until later. I’ll get started though because I’m bored and killing timeContinue reading “Chemo Day”
Today has been odd. I woke up feeling pretty good aside from being a bit dehydrated. No headache, no pain, just a bit tired. Breakfast was quite yummy and afterwards I did some walking in the hall for about a km.Continue reading “Odd Day”
I’m not going to lie, I have a little bit of PTSD from having been in a long distance relationship for so long. When I flew home for a week in December I started to tear up in the airport because I already missed Luke so much. Not just in the normal sense of missing another person, but I had this empty pit in my stomach that made me feel ill and like I was breaking into a million pieces. The only thing that would make me feel better and whole was being in Luke’s arms. Continue reading “Long Distance PTSD”
This year has been filled with so many emotions. I can’t even believe all the things that happened in the last 365 days. So here is a summary:Continue reading “2018 – The Year of Ups and Downs”
We’ve been keeping this to ourselves for a while now but I think it’s time everyone knew….
We are Married! Continue reading “Meet the Beldings!”
This last year has brought more ups and downs than I could even imagine. So much has happened that sometimes I have to stop and think about it all.
Over the last couple of weeks I have spent my time packing up my life and getting rid of things that I don’t need anymore. After three car loads of donations, I finally got my car all loaded up (to the brim) and on Friday my dad and I hit the road heading for Winnipeg.Continue reading “Bittersweet”