My heart is heavy. Today would have been our third wedding anniversary. Being Luke’s wife was one of my biggest accomplishments in life. I will forever cherish all of the memories we made together.Continue reading “Three Year Anniversary”
Tag: long distance
The Hardest Two Weeks of my Life
I honestly don’t know how to start this blog post. There are no words that can describe the loss of Luke and the emptiness I feel without him.Continue reading “The Hardest Two Weeks of my Life”
I haven’t posted today’s update yet because it’s a chemo day and I figured I’d wait until later. I’ll get started though because I’m bored and killing timeContinue reading “Chemo Day”
Today has been odd. I woke up feeling pretty good aside from being a bit dehydrated. No headache, no pain, just a bit tired. Breakfast was quite yummy and afterwards I did some walking in the hall for about a km.Continue reading “Odd Day”
Long Distance PTSD
I’m not going to lie, I have a little bit of PTSD from having been in a long distance relationship for so long. When I flew home for a week in December I started to tear up in the airport because I already missed Luke so much. Not just in the normal sense of missing another person, but I had this empty pit in my stomach that made me feel ill and like I was breaking into a million pieces. The only thing that would make me feel better and whole was being in Luke’s arms. Continue reading “Long Distance PTSD”
2018 – The Year of Ups and Downs
This year has been filled with so many emotions. I can’t even believe all the things that happened in the last 365 days. So here is a summary:Continue reading “2018 – The Year of Ups and Downs”
Meet the Beldings!
We’ve been keeping this to ourselves for a while now but I think it’s time everyone knew….
We are Married! Continue reading “Meet the Beldings!”
This last year has brought more ups and downs than I could even imagine. So much has happened that sometimes I have to stop and think about it all.
Over the last couple of weeks I have spent my time packing up my life and getting rid of things that I don’t need anymore. After three car loads of donations, I finally got my car all loaded up (to the brim) and on Friday my dad and I hit the road heading for Winnipeg.Continue reading “Bittersweet”