December 1st

It’s the last month of 2020. It’s hard to believe that this year is almost over. It has felt like the longest year of my life and yet it has flown by. So much has happened I can’t even begin to muddle through it all.

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There Are No Words

It has been a while since I have written a blog post. To be honest, I’m not even sure if I’ll finish this one. I’ve had writers block these last two months and with my parents and Luke’s family here I really just wanted to be present while I had them around.

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The Hardest Two Weeks of my Life

I honestly don’t know how to start this blog post. There are no words that can describe the loss of Luke and the emptiness I feel without him.

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I Don’t Know Where to Start

I’ve been putting off writing this blog post for a couple weeks now. My heart and my head feel like they are drowning.

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2 years of Marriage

Yesterday was Luke and my two year wedding anniversary. It was not at all how I imagined spending our day together, but I think it was truly a representation of our relationship and love for each other.

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Chemo Day

I haven’t posted today’s update yet because it’s a chemo day and I figured I’d wait until later. I’ll get started though because I’m bored and killing time

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Keeping Up

I have definitely begun to start feeling some of the effects of my treatment so that is making my daily posts a bit more difficult.

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Another Uneventful Day

So today was yet another day of just kind of sitting around doing nothing. They are still waiting on the results of my philidelphia chromosome test results in order to determine the exact course of treatment. Until then they can’t start me on any regimen.

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What Are The Odds

No seriously, what are the odds that a married couple would develop the same type of leukemia 2 years apart from each other.

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1 Year Down, a Lifetime to Go

I can’t believe that Luke and I have been married for a year! I love this man with my whole heart and will continue to love him for the rest of my life.

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